by Stevie Mikayne
One dark summer night, Beth and Jackie go out to the canoe dock.
Two years later, Beth is still carrying the weight of the secrets they shared, and the truth about what happened to Jackie.
At seventeen, she’s living alone in her father’s apartment, popping sedatives to squash the nightmares, and trudging to therapy with the indomitable Dr. Sullivan so that she can get into the bridge program that will let her start her life over. But the harder Beth tries to outrun her past—including her fraught family relationships—the more entrenched in memories she becomes.
As her life starts to spin out of control and Dr. Sullivan begins to succumb to her own demons, Beth is in danger of losing herself in the black waters of her own mind.
Originally published in 2012.